I don’t know if I should ask you or if I should just let it be. Something tells me I’m going to have to wait on you anyways, an I already had a crappy day, I don’t want to make it worse on myself.
So I guess i’ll just be hiding like i always do an wait to hear from you. Wondering to myself will it ever change….

I knew you changed an things alike, but I didn’t know that my boundaries with you had expanded. Not only is physical as it has been, it’s like it’s more emotional boundaries from you.
Again did I do something wrong or are you changing once again cuz you are focusing more on another person an pushing me away. An if so, the question comes, do I push back, do I stay away or try to find a balance. Once again I’m confused by you an not feeling close to you..

I still Love you an don’t intend to stop looking at you an working towards you, just hurts at times is all….

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Where my matches at tonight….

I need to find my other journal an find my matches tonight. I need to clear my heart an mind tonight. Not really hurt just need guidance an recovery. Still not afraid to admit I’m working towards you an that I love you….

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